February 2012
129 posts
thrilled for absolutely no reason at all and thinking about how great it would be if I could just drop dead yeah that makes sense.
but I’m still in love with Judas BABY
I’ve been eating like ten million grams of protein every day and at least 1000 calories every day and I’m kind of almost okay with it because I’m getting more muscle and not fatness but then I’m like what no because I know that this “I’m okay with it” feeling will go away soon and then I’ll cut and cry and starve and purge all over again and...
Do you ever look at yourself and just think
“What am I?”
I hate how even though I can see each vertebrae in my spine when I turn round in the mirror, I still want to be skinnier because I don’t know why.
I’m going to get a PhD in underwater basket weaving.
